I'm not me.This isn't the girl I knew before. I'm lost. Confused. Scared. I want you. NEED you. Come to me. Don't go love. Stay. My blood boils. I'm not who I'm supposed to be. This isn't me. It's not me. Not me. Me. Who am I? I don't know. Don't know. Lord, help me. I need YOU. Let go of these demons that have my soul. My soul longs for you. To be free. Free of everything. Darkness cannot blend with light. Don't let it consume me. Consuming me deep. Deep. Gone.
I feel like I'm lacking something. Like there's something out there that I need to be happy and I don't know where to find it or what it is.
Maybe I do know what it is but it's hard to get it. And what if I'm wrong? What if I don't need it. No... what if I DO need it and it's not hard to get it's just something that... that I can't bring myself to accept. Oh boy it's gonna be a long weekend.
Well I sure am gonna miss high school.
Venice High School... you were so good to me. I learned to survive without the help of all those nasty bitches that were my so called friends. I'm glad I have my few good and true girls with me.
I'm excited to step out into the world and conquer it. Ready to go to college and knock 'em dead.