Friday, October 29, 2010

Somebody to love.

I cancelled my date with Nate.
I don't feel like going out.
I don't feel like doing anything.
I just want to stay in my room forever and forget everyone.
At least for a while.
Until I figured out what I want.
Wouldn't that be nice? a little vacation to just sort everyhitng out.
I would love that.Where would I go?
I know... Nonna's house.
She lives in Italy though.
I love her so much.
Woman why do you have to be so far away.
I love her house out by the country.
It's peaceful.
I love her sunflower fields.
They're beautiful.
I love how every summer we go out and visit her, and she gets so happy.
Nonno died a year ago.
It's not easy for any of us especially her.
I miss them both.
That's what I need... I need family.
I need my own dear family.
The very people who love me for who I am and don't try to change me.
I need to be with them.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

You know what I feel like doing right now?
And a side order of Cookie Dough ice cream please.

I wonder why people talk so much about love.
Who am I kidding love is wonderful.
I just hate how we can fall for the same crap again.
I'll love you forever.
But then forever comes and it's over.
Just like that.
It's done.
You give alll you have and end up with tears and a heart broken into a billion pieces.
Oh the irony.

I want someone to talk to.
I feel like no one gets me anymore.
I feel out of place.
I don't belong.
I need someone.


I feel horrible today.
I miss you, oh God I miss you terribly.Why did you have to wander back into my soul.
I hate you for that. For making me love you.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I'm a bitch.

I was having a talk wiith my younger sister and it made me realize what a horrible person I am.
She's warm and caring. She's kind. She's loving, forgiving.

I'm judgmental.
I speak my mind but oh my too many people take it as rude.
I'm oppiniated.
I'm sarcastic.
Ugh. and now I have cramps.
Not a good Tuesday.
I hope YOUR having a Happy Tuesday freinds.
leave me questions yah? (:

Sunday, October 17, 2010

It's been a while.

I missed you.
I got a formspring guys.

Also a tattoo ....what?


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

About Me;

I figured I'd tell you about myself through a questionare.

Name: Sophia.

Nickname: Sophie, So.

Birthdate; December 1st 1993.

Birthplace: Orange County, California

Hometown:All over California.

Eye Color & Hair Color:Hazel, Light brown.

Height & Weight:5'4, fat.

Occupation / School:Senior /high school.

Righty or Lefty: Righty


Favorite Color: Black... goes with everything.


night or day- Night.

sweet or sour- Sweet.

chocolate or vanilla- Twist.

beer or hard liquor- None.

black or white- Black.

personality or looks- Personality, but looks wouldn't hurt. ;)

cats or dogs- Defffffff cats. I have two :)


Been in love-Oh but of course.

drank until you blacked out- Never.

Skipped school- Yes.

Drank alcohol- Nope.

smoked a cigarette- Cheer Camp 2 years ago, thought I was gonna die.

smoked weed- Never.

snuck out of the house- Yes.


Whats the worst thing that has ever happened to you- There are so many, but none really come to mind. Well when I crashed that was horrible.

What do you think happens when you die-You either go to heaven or hell.

Do you believe in karma- I think I do... I mean I act like I do but I think that is just me going with the flow trying to fit in... so no I don't think I do.

Believe in god- But of course he's my rock.

Do you have a job- I do, I work at a food shack on Venice pier.

If you had one wish, what would it be-To never get past 17, of course as I realized later on I'd totally regret it and try to fix it and my life would be like one of those movies.


Store- Forever 21,Urban Outfitters,Modcloth, LAVintage, H&M ThreadScene(love facbook for this).

Drink-OJ, Apple Juice, Vitamen Water.

Food-Italian, Mexican, Seafood.

Book- If I stay, the truth about forever, To kill a mockingbird, Go ask alice.

Music- Anything that I can jam out in my car. OOOh Melissa Polinar, Meiko.



Piercings- Just my ears.

Tattoos-Oh none yet i want one i have a speacial one but im not sure, too many people against it.

How do you want to die-Knowing I lived a full, long and happy life.

Do you want to get married- Of course!

Do you want kids- 3 of them actually.

Do you drink- Vitamen Water.

Smoke- No darling.

Your most missed memory- When I was a kid, I wish I could say to the 10 year old me, "You had it so good Sohpie." (I dont like growing up)

What do you want to do when you are done with highschool- I want to go into phycology, maybe art, maybe, design, I honestly love so many things I have no idea what to do... Hopefully life takes me somewhere great cause I'm really looking forward to it(:

Show me your worth fighting for.

Guys I got a new laptop.
MacBook. HOLLA (: