Something I never expected to get out of blogging? To learn about myself. To watch myself grow. I have just about read all my posts and I saw what a journey it has been. I mean it's not over but I know that all that I have been through is just a process. The race isn't over yet. I'm glad I'm doing this. It's fun getting to know myself. The real me. Not the girl I pretend to be. But the girl I really am. I'm just a lost sould trying to figure myself out. I'm real. I'm me. I'm a human being. I can finally see that now.