I have something to tell you... I just can't find the right words.

Tomorrow is mine and my cousins birthday!!! woooooooo.

I'm going to surprise visit her in Utah.

She's gonna love it. Hm I love cousins.

Anyway have a great day.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN LOVE YOU! <3

Her name's Melissa. She's a doll.

(:

Nothing stays the same darling. You were a fool to believe it.

I'm so disappointed with myself.

Jesus... I need help. A lot of help.

Today is a new day.

I feel like I'm lacking something. Like there's something out there that I need to be happy and I don't know where to find it or what it is.

Maybe I do know what it is but it's hard to get it. And what if I'm wrong? What if I don't need it. No... what if I DO need it and it's not hard to get it's just something that... that I can't bring myself to accept. Oh boy it's gonna be a long weekend.

Well I sure am gonna miss high school.

Venice High School... you were so good to me. I learned to survive without the help of all those nasty bitches that were my so called friends. I'm glad I have my few good and true girls with me.

I'm excited to step out into the world and conquer it. Ready to go to college and knock 'em dead.

SOOO ready to start my life.

Here I come.