Friday, September 3, 2010

What's her name?

The girl your always with now?
Who is she?
I've never seen her.. but then again the school is rather large.
New girl and she's clinging to you.
It bugs me.
I feel like I still belong to you.
Like we belong to each other.
More than each others property.
Soul Mates.
You know it too.
I feel you stare at me when your with her.
When I pretend to ignore you ...when I look at you from the corner of my eye.
Your with her. I'm with my girls.
I laugh ...pretend like I'm not burning up inside.
Do you guys even TALK?
It doesn't look like it.
I'm mad.
Mad at the fact your not mine anymore.
Mad at the fact she's with you now.
I don't even know her name.
It kills me.
I don't bash on other people.
But you... uh you..... make me HATE people.
Why doesn't she change her boots up.
Get cute clothes.
Gah stop it.
It's all YOU.
You make me hate people.
You make me cry.
You make me depressed.
You make me wanna punch walls.
You make me angry.
You make me want to throw everything away.
You make me quit.
You make me stay up at night..
Don't you know how much control you have?
How much POWER?
I hate that I even gave you that power.
Power to my heart...
My soul.
I hate you.
Your poison...


  1. even though your words are sad i love the post because it is so bad when we fall in love and someone broke our heart !... listen beyonce - poison, i don`t know if you`re gonna like it but try!ciao...

  2. wow... i like that song thanks girl♥

  3. very intense. definitely sums up the shit men put us through... urghhh I totally know this feeling. X